hello.

ive learnt aplenty about transexuality today.
and i think it's like, sad.
it's like one of life's tragedies. but that's life.

as short as possible,
transexuality is in fact a birth defect.
ure born into a body which is opp of ur sex. ( girl brain, boy body )
and it happens.
so it;s not like they wanna be gay or lesbians.
they hormonal imbalance naturally made them do the things they do.

so they grow up in a body opposite of their sex.
imagine u cant explain why u just cant mix with the guys and you would rather
sit with girls and play with dolls.
or say to hell with nails lets cut my pony tail and play some soccer.
and sometimes it's really very mentally AND physically tormenting ( the ah gua kena beat up )

so uh.
i went to this site la ( it's a CD project for monday, but im not gg to sch, im sick -.- )

read the poems and read the comic strip.
it's quite something.
better not be haste in saying the wrong things abt ppl now..~

I've always wanted to be female

and give my identity for sale.

I've never felt like a boy -

playing with dolls instead of army toys.

I've searched for explanations the whole day,

just dreaming and not listening to what my parents wanted to say.

I've worn the clothes of my sister and my mother,

but they've never seen the pain from which I suffered.

Just being the first day at school,

there were others who made the rules.

As I entered the class: all eyes on my.

Didn't believe what they've obviously seen:

I've just worn what I always wore,

but I already heard their laughter standing in front of the door.

WIthout any make-up - my mother's idea.

Just going into the class with kind of fear.